So yesterday afternoon was the really bad, i had another argument with my ex girlfriend over being friends. she wont have it that she doesn't ever want to see or speak to me again, I'm the one who makes all the effort, trying to help her out with things.

so i got her to see me this Sunday i went to lunch and on my return she asks me one favour, not to talk to her friends. i was like erm why. so she was like because they are my friends and not yours. by the way we have been broken up for about two years now. her friends have become my friends now too. i was like no that's not going to happen. she switched at me and was like not seeing you.

by this time i had a call from my solicitors (i have a court hearing about my car crash i had about 2 and a half years ago) saying the driver has had a stroke. GREAT. they inform me that my Ex has had no contact with them. this means she has lied to me saying shes sent off everything to them. i hate lier's.

in the end i gave in and said do what you want live your life without me, but remember I'm always here for you, i hope that was the correct thing to say.

anyway, today is another day and I'm happy as it is Friday and I'm going for dinner at my best friends house, then going to oxford to see my girlfriend :). spend the night with her.

cant wait for the weekend.

love you all

B x



So its Thursday morning, ive done quite alot today. woke up and had a shower which i do every morning. I was about 5 minuets late today because the traffic is bad, very bad. the cockfosters road is redick, always traffic gets worse every day, why?

anyway so i got into work and we have a meeting with all my work lot about GP Updates, about how work is going, the targets etc..

so that goes on for about 30 mins. once that was over i got back to my desk and went onto twitter as i always do, as this is never blocked by work. and the first thing i see is 'H from Steps is dead.' this really confusses me, i loved steps when i was younger. So i searched on google to see what this was about and i found a picture. Every time i look at it i cant stop laughing.
right so tonight i will be seeing my friend Lauren, im really excited because i dont see her that often. She is staying at her cousins house in highbury, her cousin is Remi Nicole, an up and coming R&B star. very exciting.
right well need to get on with my work.
love you all